melon-collie

i dont like to feel sorry for myself. i know that things will get better, that i must be patient, have faith, etc... but in knowing those things, i think i'll allow myself to write something sad and depressing if i feel the need to let it out. i tend to think that anger and depressing stories can make people feel put-off, but i'm sick of sugar-coating things. i feel like if i dont face some of this stuff, i wont get over it.

on that cue, i felt like the world was very quiet today. i know it was quiet in mine. feeling alone in the world can either turn the volume up or down on everything going on around you. i might prefer the latter.

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